Should have known. Would have left. Could have saved myself.


Life. This heart wrenching bullshit. But yet we keep choosing to go on and on. Make the same dumb decisions, or maybe we change to make a better decision, truth is it doesn’t matter. You could do everything right and still suffer through everything bad. So you look back. I ‘ could ‘ have done this. I ‘ would ‘ have done that. But TRUTH be told. You wouldn’t have. So here’s to living in this fucked up world.

So, I guess I never really introduced myself on my blog. My name is Laneya and I am nine-teen years old. I created a Youtube channel two years ago and I share my mediocre life. It's called " Laneya Kelsey " if you want to check it out. I live in a basement suite in a small town that no one would know the name of and I post my life on the internet. Also, I tend to watch a lot of Friends and / or youtube videos on the daily. I work at a Tanning salon part time and the rest is spent living a life that I didn't know I would live. I like to make everything an adventure but these days most people are dull. It's the harsh reality of what civilization is turning into. But then again, I guess not everyone wants there face blasted all over the internet. I use to share my blog as I wanted it to be for fashion but then my life took a 360 turn around and I started using my blog to share my thoughts and words that won't make it anywhere else. That being said I don't advertise my posts. I have my blog link in the description of my Youtube videos but other than that I leave it up to the internet to bring people to my boring thoughts. Not going to make myself sound interesting cause well, I'm not. I started to enjoy random " tid bits " ( don't know why I call it that ) I'd find on the internet.  (Tid bits means : small thing ; a little something ). So here is my tid bits, enjoy.

Do you know that your love is the sweetest ? 
When you look me in the eyes 
Can you ever find a home
I'll never make it on my own
How long will I be waiting ?
Your the light that makes my darkness disappear 
You and I walk a fragile line
Now I'm haunted
It's kinda hard to talk right now
It's really good to hear your voice, sayin' my name it sounds so sweet
I dreamt of you too
Do I gotta spell it out for you
Come on baby we ain't gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things we could do
We can make the night last forever
Just one taste and you want more
I don't get it
Cause you look a little lonely 
The beat that never ends
I wanna spend the night with you
You got what I like
Baby we gotta get out
As long as I'm next to you
I dont wanna live my life in circles
Lets get away from here
Follow the lights, follow the crowd
In case you didn't know
I can't count the times
I wrote down all the things I'd say
Baby I'm crazy bout you
I'd be lying if I said I could live this life without you
That second glass of wine
Even though I don't tell you all the time, you had my heart a long long time ago
​Don't know where she belongs
Open your eyes
Be strong, be strong now.